Wednesday, 7 March 2012

Mistaken

Hi blog, I thought studying for and eventually taking the A level is the most challenging task ever. But I am wrong. Uni app is even more challenging.

Yeah yeah yeah, I can apply to whatever courses I "think" I'm interested in but what if I understand myself wrongly? That's a big price to pay.

Sometimes I'll have this crazy thought of retaking the A levels. But thinking of studying econs just makes it a whole lot less desirable.

I am really confused now. This is a big decision for a 19 year-old to make. A 19 year-old who is unexposed to the real world, who does not have any dreams or aspirations and is not particularly good at anything.

I don't want to jump on the bandwagon and follow the norm. Super successful - be lawyer or doctor. Do quite okay and don't know what course to apply - go into biz.

I really look up to people with dreams. Doing what they truly enjoy and disregarding other people's views and disapprovals. That's what I want to be too.

How can I find my dream?

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